I first encountered about World Cup, it was back 2002, when i was with my first bf. tat time i was at Aus watching the 1st WC match, france vs senegal and france lost senegal. still not so fancy about WC as it was silly match where 23 (plus referee) guys are chasing for the one ball.I even watched another match portugal vs unknown team forgot the name at Lan kwai fong HK with my sisters, it was my 1st trip to HK too.
2002 was a happening year, i love 2002, it was my year, i celebrated my 21st birthday at Aus with him at glenelge having candle light dinner, i still remember tat night was so cold, winter at Adelaide. he bought me yellow tulip from the market with green colour wrapping. after the dinner at a restaurant there, he took out mango cake, and put a very big candle in the middle. the cake was so sweet and my heart was melted.
Time flies it was 8 years back.
Then WC participation was lapsed during 2006, and now 2010 i started to interest into WC when ppl started to invlove animals in prediction, at 1st i tot it was a joke, but then end up their prediction seems so accurate and helping ppl to win money.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Stress stress stress
i worked in sales selling timeshare back in 2004 to 2005, that was my 1st job after post graduate. i liked the job coz can earn a lot, but at the same time i hate it, coz i always feel myself lack of luck in getting sales to make more money.tat time, i learned stress, the thirst to get money, all in my mind is about money. i left the job coz i dont really make money more, and i think it's time to think of career rather than job.
i joined a japanese company for the desperation of jobless for 3 months.but it was a totally boring job, but got career advancement when my manager about to promote me to senior, i left the company coz i dont see the challenges and to blend the life with those aunties & uncles make me felt stress.
then i joined this mnc company as client servicing, most time is doing presentation, this was the opportunity to train my management presentation, talking about sales, number, action plan, totally brightful future, but i cant take the stress coz everytime need to present rushing work, which sometimes i also dont know what am i talking about. felt tired, and quit after a year.
i joined this consumer healthcare, it so far was my longest to stay company, due to they have attractive company trip, and competitive package. but due to low increment every year, after 3 years with the company, and under such loussy leadership skill leader, make us always lay death at the grey area. most time the stress coming from the head department who fail to fight for us for better package after 2 years... we are the one who worked late get report & plan out, but afterall credit goes to sales & the head department.i left the company after almost 3 years, partly also because i move here.
first time ever, joined a solely owned company, however quite impress with the system they have in running the business. but just that no. of employees can count by adding up a pair of hand & leg.working life is boring due to all aunties, and some more met a super crazy manager who like to throw temper, not sure the main reason because of menapous or lonely widow who hunger for physical desire, anyway after almost 3 mnths learned the word stress when i rushing to go home, when system is slow. god damn the server network working poorly, some more those free ones busy serving FB.
this is how i interpret stress in my approx 8 years of working life. after all, what i get... nothing... anyhow, tomorrow still gotta work!
i joined a japanese company for the desperation of jobless for 3 months.but it was a totally boring job, but got career advancement when my manager about to promote me to senior, i left the company coz i dont see the challenges and to blend the life with those aunties & uncles make me felt stress.
then i joined this mnc company as client servicing, most time is doing presentation, this was the opportunity to train my management presentation, talking about sales, number, action plan, totally brightful future, but i cant take the stress coz everytime need to present rushing work, which sometimes i also dont know what am i talking about. felt tired, and quit after a year.
i joined this consumer healthcare, it so far was my longest to stay company, due to they have attractive company trip, and competitive package. but due to low increment every year, after 3 years with the company, and under such loussy leadership skill leader, make us always lay death at the grey area. most time the stress coming from the head department who fail to fight for us for better package after 2 years... we are the one who worked late get report & plan out, but afterall credit goes to sales & the head department.i left the company after almost 3 years, partly also because i move here.
first time ever, joined a solely owned company, however quite impress with the system they have in running the business. but just that no. of employees can count by adding up a pair of hand & leg.working life is boring due to all aunties, and some more met a super crazy manager who like to throw temper, not sure the main reason because of menapous or lonely widow who hunger for physical desire, anyway after almost 3 mnths learned the word stress when i rushing to go home, when system is slow. god damn the server network working poorly, some more those free ones busy serving FB.
this is how i interpret stress in my approx 8 years of working life. after all, what i get... nothing... anyhow, tomorrow still gotta work!
Sunday, July 4, 2010
my life
i move to a place. a place totally new to me. i have little friend, start with new job, living with new family all because of marriage. this is a girl in asian destiny, always have no choice when come to marriage. but with the hope can have easier life at the island, can be with the one u love. but in reality is not really the same.
i met him back in college time, he used to skip class, mc from work, and after 7 years, he still the same. working his mom has the priority to play game watch football up to midnight, coz need not to wake up early. life is totally mess for him. no responsibility not to mention to the family, even his own. he seems like no direction in life, life is so easy. that's the man i married, why i marry him? because i believe he can give me security in relationship which i had a real bad one for my first relationship.
afterall, other aspects for a relationship is sustain also count. but wat can i do now? after 3 mths here, when am sad, i just think of all ways to escape from this island. but what can i do next? but if really no choice i think i will leave here.
i even think of when i go back kl coming aug, i dont want to come back here anymore. because i am not happy, am anxious for my future, i dont see future. our relationship is fading away, no more passionate, i can say no more intimacy. how to sustain this kind of relationship?
i met him back in college time, he used to skip class, mc from work, and after 7 years, he still the same. working his mom has the priority to play game watch football up to midnight, coz need not to wake up early. life is totally mess for him. no responsibility not to mention to the family, even his own. he seems like no direction in life, life is so easy. that's the man i married, why i marry him? because i believe he can give me security in relationship which i had a real bad one for my first relationship.
afterall, other aspects for a relationship is sustain also count. but wat can i do now? after 3 mths here, when am sad, i just think of all ways to escape from this island. but what can i do next? but if really no choice i think i will leave here.
i even think of when i go back kl coming aug, i dont want to come back here anymore. because i am not happy, am anxious for my future, i dont see future. our relationship is fading away, no more passionate, i can say no more intimacy. how to sustain this kind of relationship?
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